The Channeler

This afternoon I Skyped for two hours with my sister's channeler who concisely summed up my situation and provided detailed strategies for relieving depression and breaking through what binds me. These were fleshed out by divine souls (Buddha, Baba, Jesus, Mother Mary) who came into the conversation.

This evening I had dinner with my refreshingly independent, skeptical, traveler, quasi-romantic friend Pierre who shared stories of crashing spiritual enclaves in India and Berkeley, which he found entertaining and - after his failed marriage - a welcome escape from reality.

I told him the point of the Buddhism I study is to become more fully aware of reality.

The channeler said first things first: I must determine the biochemical part of the depression and treat it asap. Next: love that damaged child within to save my life. And of equal importance: LOVINGLY BREAK TIES WITH EX-HUSBAND AND STRUGGLING BUSINESS. Finally: Dream my future.

Message from the divine: You are at a transition point. Are you going to do things the way you've always done them OR are you going to do life the way you dream it?

What I know and forget: I must do whatever it takes to become unstuck and fully engage in the world. I must affirm who and what I am and be my dreams. Here is that world...

1. I make things happen through vision, conviction and ability to engage.

2. My frightened inner child is healed and integrated.

3. The business is sold to buyer who appreciates our creation, money is in our pockets, and Diego, happily ensconced in Mexico.

4. My tall, brilliant, very fun partner and I discover wonders of true intimacy in our mutual adoration.

5. My work is a joy where money flows and projects fall together seamlessly.

6. I manage my life with skillful means that emanate from steady meditation.

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